The Merger and Acquisition
by salt_and_smoke
CHAPTER 1 — Twenty-Eighth Floor
By Tuesday of week six, I had stopped counting takeout containers. The conference room on the twenty-eighth floor had become a country of its own, a small one, citizens: six lawyers, four bankers, two principals. I was one of the principals—Michelle Alarcon, CFO of Brennan-Wilde, the acquirer. The other was Colby Reyes, COO of Vertex Logistics, the target. We had been across this table from each other long enough to know how the other took coffee, how each of us tells a real number from a posturing one, and the exact frequency at which Colby's jaw tightened when someone wasted his time.
Tonight, at nine forty-seven on a Thursday, the wasted time was mine. My own counsel was litigating a working-capital adjustment that I'd already decided to concede. I let her run, because she was junior and learning, and because watching her pace gave me an excuse to watch Colby across the table without looking like I was watching Colby.
He was forty-one, broad in the way people are when they used to row and still mostly do, with the kind of close-cropped beard that would have looked aggressive on a younger man and on him looked like a decision. He listened more than he spoke. When he did speak, it was usually to fix something. Tonight he was reading the working-capital schedule for the fourth time, frowning, and I knew before he opened his mouth that he had found the error my team had been arguing around for an hour.
"It's the inventory reserve," he said quietly, and tapped a number with his pen. "You've double-counted the Atlanta write-down. Net of that, we're three million apart, not nine. Concede the three and we go home."
My counsel went pink. I smiled at the table. "Concede the three. Let's move on."
The room loosened. The Vertex lawyers started gathering pages. Colby caught my eye for half a second across the table and the corner of his mouth lifted—not a smile, just an acknowledgment, the kind two professionals give each other when one has saved the other from her own associate. I felt that look in the base of my spine.
I had been ignoring this for six weeks. I planned to keep ignoring it through close.
CHAPTER 2 — Signing Day
Eleven days later we closed. The signing was an anticlimax, the way every deal that matters always is—two dozen people in suits, four colors of ink, a series of grim handshakes, then nothing. The cameras left. The juniors left. The bankers, who had a flight to catch and a tab to expense, left loudly. By eight-thirty the conference room was empty except for an obscene amount of warm champagne and the two of us, both still in our suits, both pretending to read the executed signature pages.
"You should go home," Colby said.
"You should go home," I said.
Neither of us moved.
He poured two glasses, slid one across the table. The skyline outside the window had gone full nocturne, the river a dark seam between us and Jersey. I crossed to the window because sitting down felt like committing to something. He came and stood beside me. Not too close. Within reach, if either of us decided to reach.
"Six weeks," he said.
"Six weeks," I agreed.
"I kept thinking after this is over I'd like to take you to dinner."
I turned to look at him. He was watching me steadily, no swagger, just the question on his face. "And now?" I asked.
"Now the deal's done and you're not on the other side of the table anymore. So I'm asking. Dinner, sometime. Or not. Whichever you want, no consequence."
There it was, exactly the sentence I had needed him to say. I had spent six weeks calculating whether a thing like this could happen without one of us having power over the other in some way that mattered, and the answer, now that the signatures were dry, was no. The combined entity reported through different legal vehicles. He answered to his board, I answered to mine. Neither of us had a single decision over the other's career.
"Dinner," I said. "Yes."
"Friday?"
"Friday."
He nodded, set his glass down, and started for the door. He was almost there when I heard myself say, "Colby."
He turned.
"It's a forty-minute drive to my apartment," I said. "Dinner Friday is an entire week from now."
He stood very still in the doorway for a moment. Then he came back into the room and closed the door behind him with the soft, deliberate click of a man making a choice.
"Tell me what you want," he said.
"You," I said. "Here. Now. If you want this too."
"I want this too."
He crossed the room and kissed me—once, lightly, a check. I leaned into the second kiss and that was the answer. His hand came up to cradle the back of my skull, his fingers slow in my hair, and the kiss deepened by mutual gravity. He tasted like the champagne and faintly like the cinnamon mint someone had passed around an hour ago. I felt his other hand settle at my waist, not gripping, just present, and I stepped into him until there was no air between us.
CHAPTER 3 — The Conference Room
The boardroom of Brennan-Wilde is paneled in walnut and lit by a single long pendant the partners chose to convey gravitas. At nine-fifteen on a Thursday night with the lights dimmed to half and the city humming twenty-eight floors below us, it conveyed something else.
I broke the kiss to look at him. "Last chance to be sensible."
"Sensible was six weeks ago," he said. "I'm out."
I laughed against his mouth. He laughed back. Then his hand traveled up my ribs and over the silk of my blouse, deliberately slow, asking with every inch, and I arched into his palm and gave him the answer with my body.
He unbuttoned the top of my blouse one button at a time, watching my face. The lawyer in me appreciated the patience. The woman in me wanted to grab his wrist and make him hurry. I didn't; I let him do it his way, because his way meant every step was a question I got to answer. When his hand finally slid inside my blouse and his fingers found my breast through the thin lace of my bra, I made a small sound against his mouth and felt him smile.
"Tell me if you want to stop," he murmured.
"Don't stop."
He walked me backward, gently, until the back of my thighs met the conference table. His hands found my hips and lifted me up onto the polished walnut, the same surface I had spent six weeks defending working-capital adjustments across. I almost laughed at that, the absurdity of it, but then his mouth was on my throat and the laugh became something else entirely.
I undid his tie because I had been wanting to undo his tie since week two. I slid it free of his collar and dropped it on the table beside me. His jacket followed. He shrugged out of it without breaking the kiss, and I started on the buttons of his shirt, my fingers a little less patient than his had been. He didn't mind. His hand found the hem of my skirt and slid up the outside of my thigh, slow, asking, and when I shifted my hips toward him in clear answer his fingers traced higher, over the lace at my hip, then inward.
"Yes?" he breathed.
"Yes."
His fingers slipped beneath the lace. I gasped at the first touch, my forehead falling against his shoulder, my hands fisting in the open front of his shirt. He was unhurried, attentive, learning me. When his thumb found the right rhythm I felt my breath go ragged and his other arm came around my back to hold me up.
"Look at me," he said softly.
I lifted my head. His eyes were dark, focused, entirely on my face. Whatever was in mine made him exhale, slow.
"You're going to come like this first," he said. "Then we'll talk about the rest."
I did. It built faster than I expected, the city blurring out the window, his hand steady, his mouth at the corner of mine, and when it broke I made a sound into his shoulder that I would have been embarrassed by a month ago and was not embarrassed by now. He held me through it, his free hand stroking up and down my spine, until the trembling slowed.
CHAPTER 4 — Rest of It
"Talk about the rest," I said, when I could form words.
He huffed a laugh against my hair. "You sure?"
"Colby."
"Yes."
I slid off the table, my legs only slightly less steady than I would have liked, and put my hands flat on his chest. The skin under my palms was warm. I could feel his heartbeat, fast and even. I pushed his shirt off his shoulders and dropped it on top of my own discarded jacket. He let me, watching, his hands at my hips.
"Condom?" I asked.
He reached for his wallet without breaking eye contact and produced one. "I was hopeful," he said, mildly.
"You were optimistic."
"I was patient."
He kissed me again, slower this time, while I worked his belt. He stepped out of his trousers. I stepped out of my heels. By the time we were both down to nothing he was looking at me the way I had wanted to be looked at since the first time he found a four-million-dollar error in my model and didn't make me feel small about it.
He sat down in the chair at the head of the table—my chair, technically, for the last six weeks—and pulled me into his lap. I straddled him slowly. The leather of the chair was cool against my knees. He held my hips, steadying me, his eyes on my face.
"Tell me when," he said.
I rolled the condom on him. I lowered myself down. The stretch made me gasp and then groan, and I had to stop halfway, my forehead pressed to his, both of us breathing the same air.
"Okay?" he asked.
"Better than okay. Just—give me a second."
He gave me however long I needed. His hands stayed on my hips, his thumbs drawing small circles on the hollow points there. When I started to move he let me set the pace, his eyes on mine, his breath catching in time with mine. I rode him slowly at first, then with more urgency, my hands braced on his shoulders, his palms sliding up to cradle my breasts. He bent his head and took one nipple in his mouth and I cried out, the sound sharp in the empty room.
He stayed quiet, mostly, but when I shifted my angle and felt him hit exactly right I heard him groan low in his throat, and the sound of it—the proof that I was doing this to him, that he was as undone as I was—pushed me right back to the edge.
"Together," I managed.
"Trying."
His hand slid between us and found my clit with an accuracy that suggested he had been paying very close attention, and that was all it took. I came around him with a long, helpless shudder, my face buried in his neck, and I felt him follow me a few strokes later, his arms tight around me, his breath ragged against my temple.
We stayed like that for a long moment, the city humming below, the conference room dim and warm and unrecognizable as the place we had spent six weeks fighting in.
"Friday," he said into my hair, eventually.
"Friday what?"
"Dinner. I'm still taking you to dinner Friday."
"Yes," I said. "Friday."
CHAPTER 5 — Reentry
We did the practical things. He found his shirt. I found my blouse, which had migrated under the table. We laughed quietly while we dressed each other, fixing collars, smoothing creases, the strange and tender domesticity of getting redressed after. He retied my hair for me, badly. I redid it in the mirror by the door, watching him in the reflection while he buttoned his cuffs.
"This is going to be weird at the integration meeting on Monday," I said.
"It's only weird if we make it weird."
"I'm extremely good at making things weird."
"I have noticed," he said gravely, "across six weeks of negotiations, that you are in fact extremely good at making things weird."
I turned around and kissed him for that, just once. "Friday."
"Friday."
He walked me to the elevator. We didn't hold hands. We weren't ready for the security camera footage to tell a story we hadn't told anyone yet. But standing next to him in the elevator twenty-eight floors down, watching the numbers drop, I had the same feeling I'd had at signing—the quiet, settled relief of a deal that had been done correctly. No coercion in either direction. Both parties at the table by choice. Both parties walking away with what they came for and a little extra they hadn't expected.
We split at the lobby. He went left to find his car. I went right to find mine. At the door I looked back and he was already looking back at me, and we both lifted a hand at the same moment, like two people who already knew they were going to see each other again very soon.
EPILOGUE
Friday dinner became Saturday breakfast. Saturday breakfast became a habit. The integration was not, in the end, weird; we ran it the way we had run the deal, like adults who respected each other's brains first and everything else after.
Three months in, at a Tuesday all-hands, the new CEO of the combined company joked from the podium that the smoothest part of integration had been the relationship between finance and operations, and the room laughed politely without knowing the half of it. Colby, two rows in front of me, didn't turn around. He didn't have to. I could see the back of his neck go faintly pink, and I bit the inside of my cheek to keep from grinning.
That night, in my kitchen, with takeout on the counter and his tie hanging over the back of a chair, he poured two glasses of something better than the conference-room champagne and slid one across to me.
"To the next deal," he said.
"To not being on opposite sides of the table for it."
He clinked his glass against mine, and we drank.